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Artika Raj's avatar

"But then there is its abandoned cousin - discomfort. In the misery hierarchy we all love to build, discomfort has some pretty low-key PR. There is no feeling superior here, there only is." Loved this bit, P. So true. In my fauji upbringing, I've found living with pain/discomfort glorified on an everyday basis. That created a strange aspirational/denial relationship that continues to this day when my 30s body clearly can't deny it... I like this frenemy option... I think we can co-exist:)

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Thankyou P, and thankyou Sonya Huber, and thankyou pain, for showing the way so very eloquently. Frenemy is such a nice relationship for pain - that push and pull, that oxymoronic (sometimes plain moronic) irony, that unresolvedness. Not glorified, not about-to-get-fixed. Just the kind of relationship with pain that I wish I had been shown while I was growing up and older (and not by pain itself :D).

It's much easier to go easy on yourself when you stop chafing with the ever-present pain/ discomfort/ suffering, as you describe so wonderfully. I spent my young adult life so enamored by pain in my imagination (makes an artist myth) and so terrified-avoidant in real life (deny or fix at all cost approach), that when a teacher of meditation said to me casually, "Pain is also just a sensation", I felt my world come briefly into very sharp focus before crashing nicely. What in the world, I wondered, has ever taught us to go towards pain, as it is? Thanks for taking that road hardly travelled, T and P!

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